date_daily: 2025-12-23
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The amount of stress that bottled up after knowing that I have been unfriended and detached with some people that I know for quite a long time makes me unable to process and retell the actual context of it because I also being burden by my own mind that I think I have always been mean to others so people starts leaving me.

Sure, it's their right to leave me and it's my right to be me. But being unable to realize it sooner makes me feels like a bad person too.

My mind is a jumbled mess as I wrote this part of this text, so I'm afraid I can give you a little bit more context to this very problem I had.