date_daily: 2026-04-26
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I wrote this around 2 PM. Even with my current effort, I can't set my brain rest easy knowing some stuffs hasn't been fixed yet. It's my fault, I know. But I didn't expect that the very person who responsible for this wasn't even ready yet to overcome the consequences he had been doing for years now.

But now, currently it's 11 PM, I'm feeling more optimistic than before, albeit it's not changing the fact that I must face something big in front of me for the next couple of weeks or months. I need to get better. I need the strength from Allah. Only Allah can guide me to the better path. Bismillah, may I found the solution.

I still have a ton of projects, but I will keep that aside. I don't want myself get blinded and distracted by those because I really want to finish my thesis and also get some money at the same time. Once again, bismillah.